Library & Lodging
15 Apr 2012 3 Comments
in Art, projects, school, school Tags: rendered image, school project
Here’s what keeping me busy since last week (or month). School assignments! I wouldn’t write much about what it is about, in short, it’s a guest lodging and a library. We have to make models and plans and some images to show the interior. Here is the rendered image I made.
the stairs, my favourite!
the painting is by Rene Magritte. Look him up, his works are awesome!
another view.
PS: I’m addicted to Bomberman.
First Time Rendering Properly!
03 Mar 2012 Leave a Comment
in Art, school Tags: 3d Rendering, Lamp, Light, Rendering, School, Table Lamp
Hi all.
This is my first time rendering with 3Ds max and Vray. I love it! I mean, this is the first time I can render stuff like… like it’s real. hehe. I’m soo happy.
I need to do three stuff, done two, but this one is my favourite.
A decorative table lamp. porcelain.
Stuff I’ve been working on..
21 Nov 2011 2 Comments
in Art, Daily life Tags: Daily life, nanowrimo, novel, personal projects
Eh well, not much, but I have deadline comiiingg.
Some screenshots, please take a good look.
Ryo.. and a continuation of a series I'm working on.
Novel. It's so damn slow.
Some Progress…
19 Nov 2011 Leave a Comment
in books, Daily life Tags: nanowrimo, novel, projects, quote
Well, perhaps not much. I’m not really busy these past days, now that I’m back in my hometown. Really. This is a very nice city despite its traffic jams and its mess. The weather is nice, there’s a lot of rain lately (Which is good) and although I don’t have any personal space to do stuff beside my room, which is not a good place to draw, I do quite a lot of things. 
It’s 23.50 here, and I’m listening to the frog’s choir, live. The rain has just stopped, by the way. And where are the kitten’s voices?
Anyway.
I’ve been progressing on my digital painting stuff, (The commission has to be suspended for awhile, sorry!) and of course, my novel! It has began taking shapes, and the plot is getting more interesting. I’m struggling to keep all the characters in… their character, but one of them is particularly hard to be kept straight. Perhaps simply because he is so mysterious that even I, as his creator, doesn’t really understand him. He is the one I mentioned in the older post, check it here.
Maybe I should post each of their description someday. I don’t know if my ability to create such vivid character is still there, but I hope so.
Last, some excerpt and quotes from the – my – novel.
“I have seen a lot of things,” he said, “I have seen the great war of the great Kings of the age of religions. I have seen the King who fought and wins against the bears[1], his glory and his falls. I have witnessed the revival of mankind, where the churches are powerful and the buildings are beautiful. I have lived to see the invention of machines and steams, and everything as it is now, from the very beginning to this current time.”
“You have lived for more than five centuries, Tell me, young man, are you something but human?”
“I am something that you could not yet to comprehend. I am human, yet in the same time, people said I’m not one. But if I say I am not human, then what am I? I look the same, and talk in the same way as you. I have blood in my vein and it is red too.”
[1] This refers to King Arthur
PS: One of my Sims wrote book. I just love the random title, which is “Two Thousand Glorious Moons”. And talking about title, I need a title…
Good Morning~!
01 Apr 2011 Leave a Comment
in Art, Daily life
Good Morning, and have a nice April Fool’s day~!
Hello dear Fourth month, be gentle.
sapi means cow in Indonesia
I feel like doing no assignments and homeworks 
Random doodle
17 Mar 2011 Leave a Comment
in Art, Daily life
Just a random doodle yesterday, even though I supposed to do college assignment.
Viva procrastinating! *shotdead*
He just hate it when he have to wake up early in the morning..
yes, my dear Lone Wolf. with bed head..
Singapore
16 Mar 2011 Leave a Comment
in Daily life, photography Tags: black and white, cities, monochrome, photography, rain, singapore
It looks better in the rain. Seriously.
I love the trails of water on the window glass..
my room window.
Isn't it beautiful? Look a bit like snow.
It’s the old, small hospital next to my apartment building. A bit far, because there’s a vacant land between the buildings.
What a lone flower..
On the large room in our apartment, there’s a vase of fake flower near the wide window. Took only some part of it creates a kind of lonely ambience..
All taken with my Canon EOS 50D, from my apartment. Edited only to give some bluish colour on one of the photograph.
Crap, a lot of people is using DSLR ;_;
And here’s a tip I found useful. Whenever the light isn’t suitable for photography, switch to monochromatic mode. Don’t force yourself with chromatic mode if you know you wouldn’t be able to snap a good picture with that mode 
I just love rain <3 It makes cities look amazing, and its sound is just so relieving.
OC to RL part 1. Just for Fun :3
24 Dec 2010 Leave a Comment
in Art, Daily life
I didn’t paint much of my OCs though.. but I indeed found some celebrities and models that looks like them >.<
Ah, now I imagine what would happen if my story is to adapted into movies.. 
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- the multimillionaire and the billionaire together..
Yes, I think the girls are look alike :3 I couldn’t draw her very well though, so please forgive me >.<
Too bad the model is dead though 
But since it’s just for fun, well, that’s not a problem :3 Oh, and I haven’t found the right one for Petra. anyone could help me? ‘Cause I’m not good in celebs things ^^;
It’s expected, but..
24 Nov 2010 Leave a Comment
in Art, school Tags: art, art school, artworks, assessment, works
Assessment is here! yay! But it doesn’t mean a happy ending though.
I got up at 5 today, took a bath and do some work, although I’ve lost interest in it. 7.30, I went to school to ‘submit’ my work. It wasn’t submission though, since what we did was just put our stuffs on a big table, arrange it carefully and then leave the rest to the assessor. Then we all went home, go back there at 6 to collect our work.
While I arranged my stuffs (Wow, I just realized that I love this word so much!), I felt a bit down. Hell, my works are all too.. plain. There’s nothing really special, although the overall composition is good and the idea is actually not bad. I shouldn’t sleep too much during the project week! And I should do a lot of crazy, unthinkable experiment as well.
One of the problem is that I’m too lazy to walk around..
When I was collected my work again.. just now around 7 though, my PPD tutor come to me with a scary face.
Whoa, what happened? =___=II
She kindly said that I actually have a very strong base, compared to most of the student, but then my final work is so normal. The assessor told her so, she said. It’s so expected and nothing special. I have expected this actually. Since I know that my problem is that I am too rigid and not creative at all. I follow rules a lot, and even too much. Maybe I really have to stop drawing and break out all of my habit. I think this is the only way or I wouldn’t survived for the next semester.
I want to be the best, or one of the best at least once. I don’t know why, but this is the first time I feel so ambitious and energetic. She said.. and I feel too, that I worry too much. I am way too careful. I hate that part of myself. so uncreative and so… plain. so ordinary that I wasn’t even noticed.
well, I don’t want the spotlight, but still.. I feel like I want to break myself down and started to build them again. It was just like.. resetting myself.
But I can’t do it, right?
so what can I do now is just.. continue building myself but make it twisted now! I don’t want to stay the same, I ,might know the way, but for now I have only my spirit to do so.. can I do it?
bagi bagi lagi
07 Nov 2010 Leave a Comment
in Daily life
Oh wow, it’s been ages since my last entry.
So, another shared story.
I’ve never known that super-tight self restrain and constant lying to oneself can be this torturing, tiring, and painful. Really. Stuck between family and someone you like isn’t nice, but it’s better than lying to yourself. So that I warn you, folks, don’t ever do that.
I’ll tell you why.
Lie, as we all know it, is telling a fiction, not the truth. Even a white lie is still a fiction you created yourself. For me, telling something halfway and deliberately mislead people is lying as well. As it’s not the thing you say important, but the message relayed. Beside. once you tell a lie, you have to constantly lying, until it revealed by itself, or you revealed itself. And the outcome is not always nice, right? Who wants to be deceived anyway?
Well, some people are.
I don’t know what do you think of this, but sometimes I found that some people took lie as it is because they simply don’t want to see the truth. Truth is harsh. it’s cruel and it exploit your true nature.
and don’t you know that people’s true nature could be a monster? Even to the person himself. But who is able to judge himself? No one, I suppose. Even if the person know himself well, there’s someone else who had pointed it out.
So, try to be honest to be other, but first, be honest to yourself. that’s the most important thing..
Oh well, I have to do homeworks again.
See ya!
