Library & Lodging

Here’s what keeping me busy since last week (or month). School assignments! I wouldn’t write much about what it is about, in short, it’s a guest lodging and a library. We have to make models and plans and some images to show the interior. Here is the rendered image I made.

the stairs, my favourite!

the painting is by Rene Magritte. Look him up, his works are awesome!

another view.

 

PS: I’m addicted to Bomberman.

First Time Rendering Properly!

Hi all.

This is my first time rendering with 3Ds max and Vray. I love it! I mean, this is the first time I can render stuff like… like it’s real. hehe. I’m soo happy.

I need to do three stuff, done two, but this one is my favourite.

A decorative table lamp. porcelain.

 

It’s expected, but..

Assessment is here! yay! But it doesn’t mean a happy ending though.

I got up at 5 today, took a bath and do some work, although I’ve lost interest in it. 7.30, I went to school to ‘submit’ my work. It wasn’t submission though, since what we did was just put our stuffs on a big table, arrange it carefully and then leave the rest to the assessor. Then we all went home, go back there at 6 to collect our work.

While I arranged my stuffs (Wow, I just realized that I love this word so much!), I felt a bit down. Hell, my works are all too.. plain. There’s nothing really special, although the overall composition is good and the idea is actually not bad. I shouldn’t sleep too much during the project week! And I should do a lot of crazy, unthinkable experiment as well.

One of the problem is that I’m too lazy to walk around..

When I was collected my work again.. just now around 7 though, my PPD tutor come to me with a scary face.

Whoa, what happened? =___=II

She kindly said that I actually have a very strong base, compared to most of the student, but then my final work is so normal. The assessor told her so, she said. It’s so expected and nothing special. I have expected this actually. Since I know that my problem is that I am too rigid and not creative at all. I follow rules a lot, and even too much. Maybe I really have to stop drawing and break out all of my habit. I think this is the only way or I wouldn’t survived for the next semester.

I want to be the best, or one of the best at least once. I don’t know why, but this is the first time I feel so ambitious and energetic. She said.. and I feel too, that I worry too much. I am way too careful. I hate that part of myself. so uncreative and so… plain. so ordinary that I wasn’t even noticed.

well, I don’t want the spotlight, but still.. I feel like I want to break myself down and started to build them again. It was just like.. resetting myself.

But I can’t do it, right?

so what can I do now is just.. continue building myself but make it twisted now! I don’t want to stay the same, I ,might know the way, but for now I have only my spirit to do so.. can I do it?

In Several Days..

I’ll be gone.

To the place unknown, strange, and different.

So at least please me, for these several short days.

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